I am not going to lie here. What is the point. If you search this blog "success" you will find plenty of material for building your life with. But I always like to break the bubble after making them. As that is the natural ending of an any bubble you going to create. So, if you are too young to read this shit called truth about life. Go somewhere else, as there are plenty of gurus out there with 10000 steps of success. But here I am trying to figure out life as I can see my bubble had same life expectancy as my parents. Who knows, by the time you read this people might have gained a 500-year life by genetically engineering telomeres. If then you can come back when you are 490 years old and still this will apply to you. I guarantee even if you are 99.999 % closer to immortality still guaranteed life is a failed experiment. But for the ones who think immortality is the solution I can say, well it will be f...g boring when the sun dies, and you are just floating in the eternal darkness until next big bang.
Life is an experiment of nature
I see termites build a house adjacent to our garden. They work as a colony and bring about a few feet tall tower. If we compare their size to the height of the tower, I am sure it will surpass the Buraj Kalifa or even Jeddah tower, if they ever finished it. And I know as a fact, that the underground Palace they build is even bigger than the tower. Well only if I am an idiot, I would calculate how many football fields that they cover. But the point is these tiny termites are forced to do this by nature. By a tiny force called will in their brains. And I am sure none of them had classes on how to build towers. Yet they do. Somehow the nature wants termites to survive as a population and they are bounded in unity by this force. Across space, although they seem action by individual will hardly that is true.
Termite theory is not common to termites, it is common to crows as well, mangroves jelly fish. Everyone struggles to survive, and everyone tries to make their dinner plate from the other. A significantly cruel game. And guess who is crowned at the top of this! It's us.
We hacked the nature by preserving knowledge over generations, and hence marked preservation of human life with otherwise would have been in a natural balance. And its growing day after day. Collectively as a colony we are winning. But the nature is cruel. Although we think we are moved by the so-called society, individually we have the same fate as a termite. We just help in building a giant termite tower and even be proud of part that we play in doing so. We teach our children how to make perfect termite houses and even cars without ever thinking why in the first place. As I can see this is the best way to lose this game.
Objective of the natures experiment
Nature wants to preserve life. Not you. Individually you are nothing for the nature. Nature do not care you live or die, as long as you create your offspring and make them independent until they are big enough to preserve life. Nature doesn't care about your happiness. Your peace. It will force thoughts in you until you do your "duty" to the "society" or for that matter your colony. And if you go against this and try to figure out life like a true seeker, I am sure you will be attacked by the same colony that you try to preserve. These forces are bigger than just an invisible magnetism. And they appear as races, ethnicity, nationality and skin colors.
Now I do not spare myself here. I know countless philosophers in the past you just questioned life. But carried on routine tasks till the end, no liberation whatsoever. Yet I do not try to preserve life. Maybe answers are there trying to understand life. It seems hard. It seems complex. It seems illusionary jumble of words. But maybe the fundamental experience of life has no meaning and trying to preserve it can be the real driving force for its existence in the first place.
With these thoughts in mind, I let my eyes close on another hard-working day. After all life do seems like an experiment of nature, and it's guaranteed to go wrong for individual and the entire life.
I did not ask for this life. Who gave it and why? Observation and creating problems are all that it does. I do not wish for a heaven. Neither to end this. Let it be till it last. Let it sleep tonight. Maybe tomorrow I will understand why?
Maybe the human invention of AI is the beginning of the end of the cycle?