Boys would not be boys forever
They will become men
Men would not stay men forever
They will be fathers and
Be gone.
We spend a day on earth and call it a lifetime
Like a butterfly which flaps wings for a day and call it
Happy times-
On a rainday like tonight nowhere to hide
For butterflies happy times ends in demise
I wonder why wonder how life could be happy and free
Like a frozen montaineer on a cold day on eighthousand
Meters height.
I lost the faith in the lies of the past
When I realised its just
Letters and numbers in piles
I wish to escape and see the truth in a drop of tear
And feel sweet or sour, what it taste like
Here I am building a puzzle a trap for a naieve mind
And trigger them to ask what how and why or wow
in a genuine suprise
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Most people say they were born lonely
And die lonely
But the fact is we are f---- lonely even in between these two.
Its just our own lump of clay that we see
Everyday
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On loneliness.
I like to stay alone. But not lonely. Sometimes I just wonder there is any difference between the two at all. As an introvert, I am inherently associated, being alone. I am sure, each and every life on earth, was born alone, and will be perished alone. And for advanced consciousness beyond the level of a mamal, loneliness is a general negative emotion.
We call ourselves social animals. And try to work in groups and hunt in packs. And when we are surrounded by similar hearts, we call ourselves, and feel ourselves not lonely. Only when we are depressed we would not feel the presence of others. Yet, when In mindfulness, I see it everyday. I see everyday how lonely a mind is, locked in this eternal argument with itself on success, growth, plotting plans avoiding pain and fear. From the moment it wakes up in the morning, till I put it to sleep. The mind sways like a flag in the wind. I am not afraid, I do not fear the loneliness I would embrace without a remorse.
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